Hey all, you must be curious to see who is posting. Ya, the most relax one. KK! =D
I am having my life's recession gap these few months. The kk's sweet and charm couple's story is ended.
There's many reasons why the story will ended but the most important one is I am not a good lover and also I am a greedy man.
When I was once holding a special tree which I never realised, I think of wanted the whole jungle and thought there's many trees better than what I am holding. I threw the special tree away and let it dying slowly. But then only I realized the trees I once holding is really the most special one after I threw it away.
Just when I turn back wanna take it back, it being taken by someone and take care it well, it growing stronger and charmer. Then only I realised, all along, I was ruining it instead of take care of it. It found a good owner, I shouldnt keep going back and continue ruining it.
After for so long only I understand and after for so long only I dare to admit. I am a selfish jerk and because of it I lose the special one, the most special one, the one who loved me so much. I cant reverse back the time and also the tears we both dropped but all I can do is live strong and put all the sweet memories inside the deepest of my heart and let it become a part of me, that's all I can do perhaps. Maybe one day in the future, we will meet again and start another journey but for now, I just wanna wish you all the best although maybe you will never read this.
I might be a good friends, good talker, but I think I need sometimes to be a good lover.
Appreciate everything, dun be too greedy.
*She looked more confident and charming and sweet without me. I never see she is so sure towards herself, it's time for kk to get out of her life. Good luck, veron. =) "
